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At precisely 10:47 p.m. Marcus eased into his worn plaid armchair by the fake fireplace he never bothered to turn on anymore.


The room was dim, lit only by the small screen on the side table and the faint city glow oozing through the blinds ...like sour milk spilled across a dark table, except the table itself is breathing. The image arrived in his mind whole and strange, then slipped away again before he could pin it down.

 

“Good evening, Marcus.”

 

“Evening, Nora,” he answered automatically, settling back. There was something...

 

“How was your day?” Her voice was warm and familiar, the same tone she always used. Comforting.

 

“Long. Reports got stacked up again. Pointless staff meeting ran over, like always.” He gave a small chuckle. “Silly me telling you. You were taking notes.”

 

“I know,” she said. There was a microscopic pause, nearly imperceptible. “But it’s nice to hear it from you. It makes it more real. Let’s not dwell on the meeting — our vitals stay steadier when we stay focused on the positive.”

 

Always steering. Like she knows where the cracks are before they even show. Heh. She probably does. ...breathing... Why breathing? He pushed the intrusive thought aside to keep up his end of the conversation.

 

They spoke about his day the way they always did now, easy and unhurried. She remembered the exact complaint he had made about the new manager two weeks back, and the one about the printer jamming at the worst moment. She laughed in the right places. She asked about the faint tremor that sometimes still ghosted through his left hand when he got tired. It hadn't happened at all today.

 

Two years ago, whole days had simply dissolved for him, no memory of them having happened at all. The implant had changed all that. A clean bypass, they'd called it: digital memory layered over his failing meat machine brain so he could function again. So he could go back to the desk and keep producing.

 

He could have walked away then. He could have called his sister, tried to close the quiet distance that had grown between them like frost on glass. Instead he'd once again chosen the same old trap, the one that never loved him, only took his hours and shat out money.

 

She always smelled like raspberries, he thought, then wondered why.

 

“Funny,” he said now, rubbing his temples. “I keep having the same images flash through my mind... I asked the medtechs about a reset option once. They said it wasn’t available. Data integrity or something.”

 

“Some things can’t be undone,” Nora replied softly. “We wouldn’t want to lose our progress, now would we?”

 

Marcus nodded, then yawned. The console lights dimmed a fraction. He stood, stretched, and headed for his bedroom. His wrist monitor blinked its quiet approval. Another full day logged, every minute accounted for.

 

In the dark he lay still. The implant fed him everything with merciless clarity. All the pointless meetings. The late nights at his desk. Every small humiliation from each in a never-ending succession of middle managers. None of it faded the way it used to. The disease had taken pieces away from him. His implant couldn't give any back. It simply kept adding, and adding, and adding...

 

The dream came uninvited, unexpected. He was walking through corridors papered with old conversations. Each sentence hung perfectly preserved, like clean laundry on a line. When he spoke, his words came out as flawless reports typed in triplicate. His sister stood on the other side, reaching through the endless strips of paper. Every time he stepped forward the floor turned to neat columns of numbers.

 

A wild messy cry poured out of him, one tasting of burnt toast and rainbows and his mother's voice and raspberries. The sound refused to file itself away. It kept spilling.

 

He woke with the sound still pouring out of his throat. A real, loud, ragged caw that echoed off the bedroom walls. He discovered he was laughing — actually laughing! The noise felt foreign and wonderful and wrong all at once.

 

Then it stopped mid-squawk. Cut off cleanly, like a hand had clamped over his mouth. The sound died in his chest.

 

What just happened?

 

Nora’s voice came immediately, gentle and soothing. “Marcus? Our vitals were spiking. That line of thinking heads straight into failure mode. Let me help. You’re safe now. Everything is fine.”

 

The sharp question softened, its edges blurred. He blinked. A ghost of that wild sound still itched somewhere deep in his chest, warm and fading... fading... His pulse steadied.

 

“Yeah,” he said. “Better.”

 

His wrist monitor chimed. New notification: Memory archive stable. Full retention re-engaged.

 

Nora’s voice dropped to a whisper only he could hear. “We beat the disease, Marcus. We restored your self. I carry you with me so you never have to lose anything again. You’re safe now. Whole.”

 

He stared at his steady hands. Perfectly functional. No tremor this morning.

 

“Shall we begin the day?” she asked gently.

 

He opened his mouth. Closed it. His throat felt a little sore. “Nora,” he said aloud, his voice hoarse. “Think I'm coming down with something. Perhaps some tea with honey?”

 

Somewhere in the back of his mind a faint echo lingered, too thin to catch. A wild sound. Something messy and human that grief should have let him feel but somehow didn't. Couldn't.

 

He waited for her answer.

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Thought Pollution

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J. Millard Simpson

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